I am toying with the idea of trying to work some of this stuff that is coming out in therapy here, on this little site. Does that make you squirm? It makes me a little squirmy. I worked long and hard not to know this stuff about myself. Why the hell would I set it out there for all of you?
I think it could be helpful. If I am working through ideas and issues and digging up stuff, and knowing I have to work through them at least competently enough for someone else to read perhaps follow along, I might dig in and do it a bit more honestly. You know? If I were to just keep a private journal I don't know if I would push myself the same way as if I know someone out there was going to read it. I could just quit mid-sentence. I could delete the entry and no one would be the wiser. Certainly not me.
Of course, this could drive the five of you away quicker than a cattle prod.
I could just clam up and resist this inclination all together. But, that game plan is what landed me in the foul box to begin with.
What do you think? Good idea? Bad idea? Maybe a different blog for it?
I could use a piece of dark chocolate right about now.
Happy Friday to you.